I'm sure you will let me off for sitting here a nervous wreck, I'm still floating although it has only been less than 24 hours since my dreams were made, myths were made reality and a moment in time stronger than any photograph has been etched into my mind never to be forgotten.
If you read the earlier pieces I wrote, you'll remember that I mentioned I had found my own piece of paradise shared with only a few anglers, it was quiet because supposedly it didn't hold anything of a substantial size.
But I had heard rumors, a very close friend whose word I trust before anybody told me of something he had seen lurking in the shadows. Naturally we kept this to ourselves then early in the season and one misty magical morning one of the bailiffs landed the "myth" - he shared the capture with only a select few, fortunately I was one of them and it confirmed what I already knew.
Since my last ramblings I have done several quick overnights on my baited areas which initially had kicked off in style but since my capture of the stunning long common the lake had only done 1 fish over bait, I imagined it was due to the immense weed growth this year as what I had bought in with the long common was literally alive and walked out of my swim on its own!
I needed a new plan or old plan as it may seem, when I first joined the water I decided to target the shallow water as this made up 90% of the lake but after a couple of nights this didn't work and I was forced to rethink, this brings us to my last piece where I targeted the deeper water and caught straight away but now it would seem I needed to go back to the shallows armed with only single hook baits something that had served me well in years gone by.
I opted for an unfished swim that would allow me to fish the plateau, this area was only 2 foot deep all over and had been avoided by most for some reason - although I was later to find out why myself.
Now this brings us up to only a few days ago, my head has been in a mess as only a couple of weeks ago we suffered the heart break of a 3rd miscarriage in just over a year but with the wife well on the mend both physically and emotionally I felt it was time to sort myself out.
After completing my very last day as website manager at the Angling Centre I jumped in the van and made the hour journey to the lake through the madness and mayhem of the rush hour traffic, but once I arrived at the gates all the grief I had endured seemed to disappear in a haze.
With the van parked up I loaded the barrow and made my way round to the now christened "all alone" and it didn't take me long to get two rods sorted with short choddy's and white 13mm pop ups, these were then cast the short 30 yards to the edge of the plateau.
I was expecting a quiet night, I may have been lucky and picked up a fish just before dark but as expected the fish moved off just before 9pm so I set about refueling myself before getting an early night.
I slept like a baby and didn't wake until 5am, after wiping the gunk from my eyes I rolled a smoke and stuck the kettle on - it had been a chilly night and the temperature hadn't risen much since the sun came up so I opted to stay in the bag whilst watching the water.
By 6am I hadn't seen a thing, it was still too cold for them to venture onto the shallows just yet so I pulled the bag over my head and got another hours kip which was more than needed after the last few weeks I had endured.
It was just after 7am when a text on my phone woke me up, I rolled a smoke then stuck my boots on to stretch my legs - straight away I noticed a few bubblers on the plateau about 45 yards out so reeled in my left hand rod, screwed on a fresh hook bait then put it a few yards short of the bubblers in the hope of not spooking them.
After several cups of gods own I began to wonder if I had messed it up and should have just left it where it was but then out the blue the left hand rod pulled up tight before one toning, I was on it in a flash but immediately whatever was on the end went on a powerful run, pulling line of the tightened down clutch, after a 60 yard run I managed to get it under control and back towards me but just when I thought it was safe it went on another powerful run down to my right, instantly I applied the brakes - if it got into the bay to my right it was game over there was no doubt about that, the pressure seemed to work and I turned the fish but out of nowhere just when I thought I was safe the hook pulled and a tail of a good sized mirror broke the surface almost as if to mock me.
I threw the rod behind me and had a slight breakdown, I can't repeat the words that left my lips on that morning but I am sure you can imagine.
After calming down I tied up a fresh chod and put it back out on the spot in the hope of another chance but it wasn't to be be, all the commotion from the lost battle put the wary fish on edge and I was forced to pack up late afternoon with my tail firmly between my legs.
We had planned a day out to London on the Sunday for my sons birthday but with a week off it meant I could get down the lake on the Monday for a couple of nights which is rare for me so as planned I set off for the "all alone" at about 9am on Monday morning.
Once it the swim, I got the two rods sorted with the same arrangement which had been partially successful on the previous session then stood amongst the trees to see if I could spot anything to cast at, there was a chill in the air and a heavy drizzle - I couldn't see a thing anywhere on the plateau so put both rods on the same spots from the previous session then put up the oval in an attempt to keep dry.
By this point I had already decided I was going to do 2 nights, in fact I wasn't sure I would do a night at all - this area was only really good for a daytime bite so decided just to see how things played out.
I sat under the oval all morning chain drinking coffee, getting out in between showers to stretch my legs and to see if I could see anything, it was about 2pm when the sky eventually cleared and the sun came out, almost immediately I could make out the odd fish moving onto the plateau.
I put the kettle on again and rubbed my hands together in anticipation, then the bumblers began so again in an almost deja vu like state I reeled in the left hand rod and put it within a few yards of the bubblers which more resembled a jacuzzi!
I had barely finished my coffee when the rod pulled up tight, I lifted into it before it had a chance to take any line and began to get immediate control - then the fish woke up!
It went on a powerful run heading for the far bank, I slackened off the clutch to let it run and slowly but surely managed to gain some kind of control and began bringing it back to me, then I caught a glimpse of it and my heart began pounding the fish seemed to sense this and got a second wind and powered off down towards the bay, I tightened everything up and applied the breaks knowing that if it got in the bay to my right it was all but over but immediately had to loosen off and let it run, it entered the bay to my right and tried to find sanctuary in some reeds, my line was cutting through a tree and it didn't look good - I had convinced myself I had lost the battle but someone must of been smiling on me, out of nowhere the line freed itself from the branch and the fish began heading out of the bay, slowly but surely I managed to lead it back to me.There was a few more hairy moments under the rod tip but then she popped up as if to say "Ok, you win" I didn't need telling twice and engulfed her in the waiting net, I dropped to the floor to catch my breath.
After regaining normality with my breathing I checked the fish in the net and instantly recognized it, it wasn't difficult though the sheer size of it gave it away but also it had a very strange mark which looked like a fresh wound but had actually healed in a weird way, it was like a flap of skin which had heeled like a lump, hard to explain but you had to see it.
I zeroed the sling then and went to get the fish out of the water, checking all of the fins were against the body before lifting it out and transferring it to the waiting mat.
I struggled to get an accurate weight, I was shaking like a leaf - the adrenaline was pumping, so put it in a flotation sling and found some deep water in the edge to rest it in.
I rang my mate who I knew was already on his way down to see me, he said he was only 5 minutes away so I hung up and went to sit with the fish, sure enough only a few minutes later my mate turned up to do the pictures, he didn't know that the water held this fish but he was about to find out!
I passed my camera to him then lifted the sling out of the water, once on the mat I asked my mate if he was ready then unzipped the sling, I won't repeat the words that left his mouth but he grabbed my hand shaking it with such force he nearly ripped my arm off.
After managing to get an accurate weight and with a new PB under my belt we managed to get a few photographs, she behaved like a true lady - she knew I meant her no harm and as I held her in the water and gently kissed her on the head I am sure we shared a moment, I lowered her into the water and she drifted off out of my arms - not violently in the slightest, I stood out in the water and watched her as she disappeared off out of sight.

My mate helped me out of the water, before shaking my hands once again and commenting that he had never seen such a fish on the bank, I begged him to keep the venue and weight a secret, it was quiet with only a handful of people on there, they knew what was in there but didn't talk about it - just the odd smile and wink.
I said he was welcome to join me, after all what else could be hiding in its' rich weed infested waters, my mate agreed to keep it to himself and shook my hand once again then left me to gather my thoughts.
It started to drizzle once again, I packed the oval away then sat on the bed chair in the rain and tied up a fresh choddy - I was soaked through but didn't care in the slightest.
Once I had got the rod back on the spot I made a few calls, including my mate that first spotted the fish, he was chuffed to bits for me and said he would be down soon so I could tell him all about it.
I began a slow pack up, packing everything away just the rods and net remained, there was still fish on the plateau and a chance of another certainly wasn't out of the question.
A while later my mate arrived, I showed him the pictures and told him how I landed the fish that should never have been, he asked what my plans were but in all honesty I didn't know myself, I could sit it out on this quiet pit and just enjoy the surroundings and possibly another surprise may turn up or could venture off elsewhere, but to be honest, just being there is a buzz in itself so I may just stick it out for a little while yet and see what else turns up.
The light was beginning to fade when my mate left, so I packed away the rods and net and left for home, the feeling of triumph was all around me like an aura and as I walked through the front door my son came running up to me with a big grin on his face "daddy did you catch a big fish?" I just smiled and said "Let me tell you a story"......
Until next time,
Smithy
